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+\O o r/+ >//////<"' Time to start and pay attention in life!!"' February 05 ...it has been a while..Hey!! i know it has been a while that i haven't touched this my msn space..
Well i have another myspace and that one keeps me busy all day....well all the time.
I decided to write something today, b/c we don't have skol. It is a snow day..and the weather is freaking cold out.
My host brother isn't home...he is hanging out w/ his friend, zac. (><)
My host mom and dad are in the basement, playing computer game and watching tv...
I'm in my room. bored as hell, typing this thing that i'm thinking of right now.
Well....I know there are many things that happened, nomatterwhat, i do care.
I didn't online for a while, because i couldn't access to the internet. My host family blocked almost every website and i couldn't check my email.
So...i have to say "I'm really sorry, for not contacting my friends, i never forget u guys...i mean that"
I don't have a phone card...well ... i didn't buy it. I don't have time, or even i have time, i don't wanna walk outside...alone.
And...it is kindda expensive to call there, compare to you call me....
Now that i have my own laptop...i start to type my short-note down and print it at skol...lol...so it can be colored.
I can type very fast...so when i go back...just give me the typin' part...i will do it.
Anyway,...many past few months...
There were Chirstmas....oh before that was Thanksgivng...and then the last one was New Year....
I didn't have that many memorable moments or anything....just a simple parties...
People drunk and acted funny...well i didn't drink...
I wanna get drunk sometime, but my dad in Thailand probably kill me....
(i'm a respondsible person,,so don't worry about me getting drunk or gone weird)
Okay...back to Chritmas time..
I got...a lot of presents..i mean seriously...more than 2 times of my birthday presents..
I got...perfume...which is the love of my life...i'm kinda addicted to them...i mean..i use every single day.
i got...lotions and shower gel..and i don't know...women's stuff..
I got...game..from my host mom and dad..they want me to bring it back...so i can teach u guys...
I got...lipgloss and scarft...and candy...and gift cards...and more gift cards...and a christmas tree ceramic with everybody's name on it..
I cried when i opened that one...it just made me overwhelmed that they cared and loved me and i'm part of the family.
Well...i totally forgot about the Thanksgiving..
We had like Turkey, there are 2 types of Turkey..the white and dark meats...i don't think they are different..tastes like chicken..
Well they are food...so....it doesn't matter that much for me, as long as i have something to eat...
lol
Then....dessert...there were 7 kinds of desserts and i tried all of them...well a little of each...
They were okay...Chessecake was the best though..and then...i don't know what's wrong w/ american people, but peanut butter seems to be everything in their life...
There are peanut butter cake, brownies, cookies, chocolate, even Cereal!
okay...the bad and you can considered worst for women is that peanut butter is a cause of pimple...i hate that..
Well...when you don't have things (food) in the house, peanut butter is the only way to survive. (i think i spell it wrong may be right)
Anyway,
It is a theory that you will feel asleep after Thanksgiving. There is some kind of chemistry reaction in ur body after eating turkey..
Turkey makes u feel full and asleep...and if u have dessert after turkey like i did, u will probably wanna puke...but i did.
I went crazy...like hyper...lol
People like me when i'm hyper though...i was so talkative and happy and make people laugh and gone wild.
hahaha..
Anyway, now...New year time..
We all, mom, dad, jeff, and I went to Carleen's house. She is like our cousin...
They moved from Florida. Carleen and John, Brittany and Zac.
Well...Joann and Anthony and Aunt Rita were there too..
I love Aunt Rita...She and I always laugh at each other...well i make her laugh and she is making fun of me making her laugh..
She is a tiny grandma for me...lol
Well....when it comes to newyear....people celebrate by drinkin' playing video game or watching movies...
We all planned to go see the "Ball drop" at Buffalo downtown...but the weather was bad...so we didn't.
I didn't wanna go that much though, but Judy was there w/ her friends....so i was kinda disappointed..
We had Champaign (i think i spell it wrong)....and more stuff, but i didn't have much..
Just taste it..
Dogs also had drinks too!!! lol
Jeff was kissing w/ his gf, oh she was with us too.
I felt a little lonely...cos people were a couple and i was alone...w/o my family (real family)...i didn't cry though...
People don't cry on New Year day...i will bring bad luck to the rest of the year.
And..then we stayed after for a little while...
And we went home...and i called my friends ... Happy New Year!! and went to bed... a little dizzy....hehehe
Then...i go to school as usual...
School is pretty boring and a little hard for me...in Math....
Well...i take AP cal..i thought it was goin' to be easy...Unfortunately..i wasn't that easy..
And takin' the exam costs 75 dollars...so i'm not gonna take the exam anyway..
What's a point?? I'm not gonna finish High school here anyway....i wanna graduate w/ my friends in Thailand..
But...i might come back for University for bachelor and master degrees...maybe
Well...last week i think...i took SAT exam...
it was phenomenal...like i know i'm gonna fail...lol
Anyway...i'm taking it again soon..in May i think..
And there was an English regent exam...well i know i'm gonna get my score less than Zac...he's good at writing and history..
I'm good at Math...that's all i think i'm good at..
Well....i took Accounting class...but it is only a half-year course....so...right now i'm taking economics instead.
I don't know what i wannna be exactly.
I kinda have this plan in my head since i read that "Rosie Dunne" book..
I wanna have my own hotel and restaurant.
That's what i wanna do...but before you can get that far...you must have lots of experiences...well...i probably be 50 something...
So...i think that i will be an economist...b/c i'm good at this or maybe an accountant...
but i don't wanna be w/ numbers all day long...i don't know....not sure w/ anything.
and then i will save lots of money and....
buy a land in Italy...
Build a hotel and restaurant...
Call my brother to play for my guests in hotel...and call my sister to crate a blue print of my hotel..
lol
It's gonna be a business family!!
And then i'm gonna build more and more hotels and call my mom and dad to visit...or maybe run one of my hotel.
Then..i will spend sometime fly to Buffalo and visit my host family...
Sounds like a dream!!
lol
Who said dream can't come true???
All you have to do is keep on hoping...and not just dreaming about it...you have to do it!!
That's what i'm doin'....
Do it!
I think this is like the longest blog ever in my entire life...
Oh...one thing...i don't think that i will ever have American accent....i just don't have it.
Ps. i miss you wa....my friends...in Thailand.
I miss my family too...i love you guys...when i go back, we have to eat out every week na...
I miss MK!!!! omg...Sevensen....omg....don't even wanna think about it...it is gonna make me cry...
I miss nun....omg and Aungun...i don't know how i was being such and idoit that i didn't contact u guys for ages...
I miss Yothin (nahhh...i'm kidding)
I miss THE SIMS2!!! OMG!!!
I miss my ballet class....dancing..is always something i wanna do now...
December 07 -Will u ever get this-I don't really know what really happen between us.
But to tell you the truth! I don't think we should do like this any more.
We are friends.
That's all we are.
That's all we will be.
And That's the best way.
We shouldn't be anything more than friends.
Friendship is the best relationship and it will never be apart as long as we trust and understand each other.
I hope you understand.
I hope we can be a good friend.
Waving and say 'hi' doesn't make sense to me.
Never want to see me or know me doesn't seem to be like what i think.
Looking and walking like nothing really happen.
That's all you did and that's all i realized what we really are.
Friends forever...
Loves, OOR November 22 Happy Thanksgiving!Hey!!!
Hello World!
How is everything doin' there so far? Did u guys have fun in the Sports Day?? I hope you did!
I wish I were there, but at the same time I wish I were here.
I don't really understand what I'm talking about right now.
Whatever.
I'm so fat, but I hope I won't be that fat when I go back.
I'm doin' Track for school and it is so damn hard!!
I hurt my legs and I don't really know what to do with those.
They just hurt and I don't have a massage...haha..funny...where can I get that kind of thing in Buffalo anyway.
Huh...
School is fun..and boring at the same time...
You can't really know what is goin' to happen on that day.
I really want to go to the cinema sometimes, It is boring to be home and watching TV or doin' homework...
Um...
Happy Anniversary for mom and dad, in Thailand.
I didn't call u guys,,....sorry....
I want cookies!!! I want any kind of chocolate!!!
I just want those things....I make you feel good, u know. But after that you regret for eatting them.
This is Life!!
Learn from your mistakes.
Improves everyday.
Don't do the same mistake.
Communicate is the one, smile and talk....it works to make friends.
I wanna go to bed!!!!! So sleepy....
Loves, OOR
Ps:> I still haven't gone to the post office to add money in the phonecard yet, I will. Promise.
Ps:> I miss you!! EVERYONE...mom dad jib nun Aungun friends at yothin...
October 21 ..It has been a while..Hey what's up everyone?
There were many things that happened..
I changed my host family...it is much better. They are very nice and ... nice! They like me and I like them. That's the best part of it. You have to like each other first, before you can continue the relationship. From stranger to closed relationship.
The old family was very nice to me too. But there was no connection... i mean the connection, like, ' I think you are nice...I want to get to know you..' There was no such things that happened. I was fined with that family. There were...okay. I didn't like school neither. So...I didn't happy witht the school and that made the result to be...'unhappy'....
Well...I wasn't cried because of school.
I was boring. Everything seemed to continue with the boring way...Then I became quiet and well..I didn't smile much. But then when there was AFS camping and I met my frineds. We were having so much fun. We were laughing, being crazy, making stupid things. And never stopped talking!! hahaha
I love that moment...I love every moment that AFS exchange students can be together.
My host mom started to ask me the question that made me felt uncomfortable to answer. Like...I don't think you are happy with our family. Are you sure you are happy here? Do you like us?...well...the answer is NO. I don't like you. But we had a good time together....It is hard to explain
Things are changing and we are just separating apart from each other.
School was fine. I have a lot of friends from that school and we are still contact to each other. We just went to the cinema together..yesterday. But..I just don't like the way that other students treated me. I'm not a monster!! You can talk to me. I talked to them and then they answered and then...they just turned their faces away and talked to their friends. Or..worst..they talked to each other across my face. HEY! I'm sitting here...you can ask me!! I know that answer...It doesn't mean that I'm stupid if I hadn't borned here!!
They are so...idiot!
I hate them...they are too arrogant to be frineds.
and there are many people saying something bad to the school. That the students are not nice...they are rice people, etc. All of them were talking about how bad the students are.
I just don't understand why they are so negative with this school.
But whatever...
Now I'm going to be in the Depew High School and study there with my host brother.
He is goin' to be at the same school with me.
I hope that he can help me.
Well...I'm going to the birthday party and having a good time, I hope.
Notthing to be worrie, for now.
Everything is under control...
I still couldn't find the negative things in this family, beside the smoking in the basement.
They smok, but I am not..so don't worry.
Okay...
10/21/06
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